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[14 Sep 2009|11:51pm] |
Unable to post in wordpress, so here I am.
What I do not like about e-assessments: I can't do the questions. They are too difficult. I can't finish within the time limit if I were to think through and try out every single question. What I like about e-assessments: My friends will collate all their answers and send me. I can easily get full marks, if not at least 70% of the answers correct. Yet what I do not like about e-assessment: I do not learn a single thing. Oh crap, I feel like I'm stuggling with my studies. I have never felt so lost before. Sure I had problems coping with my studies in Secondary School, but the things got easier with time, so I survived. But now, there's so much to learn and so little time left. I revised some of my work, thought I knew the concepts well, but when I saw the questions for the e-assessments, I felt helpless. This is getting tough. I know God will pick me up. I will get this through in a breeze. He will lead me to victory as promised. But now I have to work veryveryvery hard. And it's difficult. Dear God, you are my rock, my fortress, my deliver; my God, my strength, in whom I trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. Please see me through this. <td width="100%"> </td>Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
--Isaiah 41:10
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[12 Jul 2009|10:39pm] |
Exams are over! I have only 2 days to rejoice because we're getting back our results next week. :(
Attended Light the way concert at Lighthouse Woodlands with ranon yaoyi and peiwen yesterday. The church was fully packed and I was dreadful about having to go to the overflow room. Then Dino told us to go to the basement. We were then brought to the altar. Right in front of the stage. Whoa, I was damn happy. It was really a night of fellowship with the Lord. :D
Can't wait to get the DVD. I think I was filmed haha.
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[06 Jul 2009|06:42pm] |
When you were young, your parents used to say, "Study hard! Then you'll be a useful person when you grow up."
So Grace, STUDY HARD!
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[04 Jul 2009|12:52am] |
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Oh man, it has been almost a month since I blogged! How odd is it that I had no time to blog during the holidays but when my exams are nearing (LIKE IN 4 DAYS TIME), I'm here.
School's reopened for a week and all is good! After a month of long break, I find it btr to concentrate during lectures! My classmates are still a bunch of funny people.
During chem lecture ytd, there were these couple of guys who were talking and laughing throughout. They were a total distraction and I was pretty irritated. I initially thought that jj was one of them and almost wanted to tell him to stop talking to his friends. (Actually he was also part of the conversation for a short while.)
Anyway, my class was very pissed off because we couldn't even pay attention due to those thoughtless guys. TY, who was sitting behide this Eric guy, was shaking his leg. So this guy kept turning back to tell TY to stop. THEN GREG SO COOL LA OMG I LIKE GREG!
Inconsiderate Eric from Cat High says, "Can you stop kicking?"
Greg went , "Like your mouth la. Non-stop."
Eric guy, seething in anger, decided to take TY's notes and throw to the row in front I think. This girl in front, still oblivious to what's going on, passed the notes back to Eric guy. Eric guy threw it again.
A very angry TY pushed Eric-guy's back and went to get his notes. Eric guy flared up.
AND TADA A FIGHT ALMOST BROKE OUT.
The fact that why the lecturer didn't know what was going on was because it was some time towards the end of the lesson and everyone was making a lot of noise.
I think Eric guy from Cat high was totally uncool! He insisted that TY meet him outside to "settle" things.
WL, violence doesn't solve problems. I thought someone like him should be intelligent enough to know that.
After ytd, my impression of Cat high people became worse. It was just bad at first. However I'm not gonna stereotype them cos I know of some who were actually very nice (despite the more than proportionate black sheep). Plus the fact that our dear Prime Minister was from there!
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Like your mouth. Non-stop. Classic!
I can't get over this! I'll rmb this forever hehehe.
NEED TO GO TO BED. MUGGING STARTS TMR.
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[06 Jun 2009|11:39pm] |
My mum really surprised me today! We were supposed to meet up (after her half day leave) to shop for new furniture but we ended up in Kallang Leisure World! Hehe she brought me to ice skate. :D:D:D
Ok I totally suck at it. It was so scary since I've always been afraid of falling.
Why is it that when I was 8, I was able to skate immediately after I was taught? Why is it that 9years down the road, my ability to learn new things has slowed down?
:(
But I am not giving up!!!
Sch's bringing some of us to the ice-skating rink to ice-skate somewhere in August. Omg I am so excited! I was allocated ice-skating and inline skating-.-
And I got my new pair of Nike sports shoes alr. Yay!
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[01 Jun 2009|02:09am] |
I am coughing so badly I think I might choke.
Happy Birthday Cai Yan!!
Good night.
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[11 May 2009|01:28pm] |
I've been wasting my weekends away.. :(
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[10 May 2009|07:11pm] |
How beautiful.
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[03 May 2009|12:08am] |
I am very upset with my parents today. I went out with them in the hope of getting a new phone but my dad ended up buying HIS phone. He is pissed off with me for being such an impatient person while my mum said I went out with them with a motive. Like, if it wasn't for my phone, I wouldn't even go out with them. I thought it didn't matter whatever reason it was, so long as I spent time with them.
My mum said I wasted HER whole day. I thought I should be the one saying that since I had wanted to use today to complete as much tutorials as possible. I have one whole pile of homework not done plus 2 tests next week.
I really feel like crying cos I hate wasting days like this.
So I have fully made use of my Labour Day by not doing anything.
How great.
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[28 Apr 2009|08:04pm] |
I think I wanna pon school on wednesday.
My right foot hurts so much that I can barely walk. I have never felt more crippled in my entire life, but then again, this injury made me slow down my pace, and let me realise some of the things which I've taken for granted far too often.
I'm a bit worried that I may be pulled out from the competition team due to the leg injury. However it might be a blessing in disguise. No competition= no need to go for training everyday. I'm having a hard time catching up on my sch work. I can't afford to have training everyday. :(
PW GROUPINGS RELEASED! YAY I SEEM TO HAVE TIO-ED TOTO cos I'm in Aldo's grp and he's like PRO! Confirm get A!. HAHAHAHAH YAYYY
OK Bye!
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[26 Apr 2009|08:00pm] |
I got 2/10 for my chem test!
Good try grace! I'm so proud of you!
Hahahahah I was expecting a 0 or 1/10 remember?
NOT BAD LA. Almost everyone failed. HT got 7/10!:D
Now for Econs!
8/20!!!
Class average 7.8/20.
Actually, even though failing tests in jc is a norm, I can't help feeling sad. Ihope things will get btr la, omg so stressful!
I sometimes wonder if I'll ever find true friends in jc. I found them in sec sch. Those friends whom I shared my silly secrets with and those who actually motivated me to strive for what's good for me. Will i still find ppl like those, at a time like this?
I sense a lot of sarcasm these days. When you do well for a test and others don't, they call you mugger, geek or somethng along tt line. I thought as friends, we were supposed to feel happy for them? What's wrong with doing your homework?
Ok, not that I'm the super hardworking girl, ( I've not been doing my tutorials on time since sch reopened) I was just giving my 2 cents worth.
Sometimes I behave like those ppl.
:(
I want to be happy. Can I?
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[26 Apr 2009|06:19pm] |
WHICH ONE SHOULD I BUY?????!!!!!!!!
THEY ALL LOOK SO LOVELY!!!
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[24 Apr 2009|08:51pm] |
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Ohyes I finally get the time to blog!
My PW's PI is finally completed and submitted. I feel sorry for those friends who've been trying to talk to me on Msn but I neglected them 'cos of PI. And I'm sorry to say that things might not get btr cos after PI, the real PW will start. OMG I hope I still have a life:(
Life has been rather rocky for me these days. Still lagging w my school work. Plus the fact that taekwondo training will be held almost everyday for the subsequent weeks, I really doubt my time manageability for the rest of this term.
Made my EXCO speech just now. If God gives me the post, I will thank Him. If he doesn't, I will thank Him more. 'cos I know He's awesome and knows what's best for me :D
I applied for Math Mentoring Prog in NAS. GUESS WHO MY MENTEE IS?
Maneck.
Lol!
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[19 Apr 2009|10:02pm] |
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Few hundreds of us got shortlisted for the Taiwan Immersion Trip. I wanna go! It's so cheap for a 2week overseas trip. But my dad's asking me so many irritating questions tt I don't feel like gg anymore. Can't stand it. My tolerance is at the lowest ebb possible now. :(
Ok, last week's been awesome (minus all the stuff i didn't understand during lectures).
I realise that the older I get, the slower I am at learning things. I used to immediately understand what was being taught in class, but now I have to read my notes more than 5 times before I see the picture. And I tend to forget it within a few days.
I MUST KEEP FAITH!!!
I am going to receive the wisdom from the Father. I must not be worried nor scared for He will lead me on.
Had mini chem test last friday. I am quite confident tt I will get 0 or 1 out of 10. If I get 0, I wna celebrate cos it'll be my very first time scoring 0!!!!! And I'll thank vj for such a confidence-booster-.- Lol you square or cube it , it's still 0 omg!
Jerv and HT are my new break-time-go-study partners haha yay:)
JR is very funny omg! I think I might like being around him. Mugger calling mugger "mugger". Jerv and I kept teasing JR abt being the biggest closet mugger. Haha
During CT session last week, we had to share with the class something abt us which they didnt know. YY wanted to be a gardener when he was young. He said he see gardener watering plants like very fun like that hahaha! And Bast said he wants to get a job that is slack, easy and pays well. Sundar said the same thing then someone said he can be a porn star! OMG lol it's so true la. Lie on bed, pose a bit, then money come rolling in. Actually I don't even know what porn stars do-.- HT said she learn the double bass to motivate herself to grow taller, but she failed lol!
I talked abt my fashion designer's dream and I felt so sad abt it cos I doubt I'll ever do anything to achieve it. You know how easy it is for others to say tt if there's a will, there's a way? I don't even know if tt's God's will. Actually I really don't mind settling for some office job, as long as the pay's good. Then I can save up and do my own fashion stuff when I get older or something.. Am I thinking too far now?
I like to think alot. I might consider having 5 children in future! HAHAHALOL! Shut up!
Ohya backtrack abit. Sundar said he wna marry an Indian lady. Reason being tt these days, many Indian guys go for women of other races. "Then who's gg to marry all the Indian women?" Well, Sundar can have them all. Haha!
You know why I wna have 5 children? cos I think I'll make a good mother. I once saw an ad (for ageing population in Sg) that Michael Phelps is the fifth child. Imagine his mum decides to stop at 4, then she'll lose a champion son. WOW AMAZING TT AN AGEING POPULATION AD ACTUALLY WORKS ON ME! HAHA
But aiya, those are just silly thoughts of mine.
Hehe
5 children leh so scary!
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[13 Apr 2009|01:27pm] |
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Previously I thought of so much to blog about but now when I'm actually gg to start, my mind goes blank.
Ok first,
HAPPY EASTER!
Romans 1:4-5
And Jesus Christ our Lord was shown to be the Son of God when God powerfully raised him from the dead by means of the Holy Spirit. Through Christ, God has given us the privilege and authority to tell Gentiles everywhere what God has done for them, so that they will believe and obey him, bringing glory to his name.
Jesus died for me so that I can stand before Him sinless and holy. Lighthouse has this miracle breakthrough going on. I wanted to invite my granny so much that I kept praying about it. But my aunt still refused to let her attend. The words she used in her sms were so harsh that it made me tear up during tkd training last thursday.
Ohya I rmb what I wanted to blog about! Today after attending the 9am church service, I saw this really old lady at the nearby market area. She was so hunched that her upper body was almost parallel to the ground. I am serious! I have never seen anyone so hunched before! She was pushing her trolley and walking very slowly. I saw how people pushed their way past her and my heart cried out for her. I wanted to ask her if she needed help but I didn't dare to. Then I don't why, but I followed her while praying for her.
My mum had to spoil it all by fetching me too early-.-
I feel so sad now.
I am so sleepy! Slept at 3 last night and had to wake up at 7 for church this morn. I really wna get some rest but I've yet to do my phy e-assessment-.- :(
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[03 Apr 2009|10:43pm] |
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I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation . . . . I can do everything through him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4: 12-13) God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. (2 Timothy 1:7)
Oh gosh I am starting to dislike someone. I am so disgusted by this person's arrogance and fullness of himself... I pray that God will let me see a different side of him and that I'll grow to like being around him and stop seeing his flaws.
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[30 Mar 2009|03:30pm] |
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This is so embarassing, but I think Ethan is very charming. Ethan, the Ruan Jin Tian guy from Green Forest, whatever Home. And Fated to love you or something. Pardon the poor memory cos I only watched Green Forest, and that was years ago. :(
I am so sick of myself! Why did I like him! I can't believe I like a Taiwanese guy!
Ok la. Eye candy only. He reminds me of someone. Or maybe the other way round.
Thick eyebrows. Single eyelid. 1.86m
Shoot! I hate this!
Junior-treat-senior dinner later. Walauu I am so broke alr still need to treat ppl. :(
TILL THEN!
BTW I AM IN TAEKWOND ALR!
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[19 Mar 2009|08:51pm] |
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I hope this will be my last post till.............. as long as possible. I must draw myself away from the laptop. I can do this!
Went for np camp on mon and tues. We were told to go because no CIs would be attending the camp. In the end, all came. -.- So nice to see CI Lup Peng though! He thanked us and all. I miss his sarcasm:(
Camp was quite slack but ok overall. I think Papa is not too bad a squad! Reminds me of Lima somehow.
I was also glad to see Nov sqd. Some ppl pleased me. Like the malay girls etc, I can't possibly name all. Even Maneck as well, though he still lack of some professionalism. Why is it that when I looked at him, I thought of Ridzwan?-.-
Some ppl, however, make me so sick of np. Ppl who thought so highly of themselves and did not respect their superiors.
I sometimes wish I can be a little more generous with my compliments for others. I wish I can say things like "Junwen, you conducted the sing-along session really well" or "Amirah, you make a good IC, just need to be stricter". BUT IT'S SO HARD! I am so used to saying "you ppl need to enforce discipline. you ppl need to lead by example. yada yada"
Slept with the lima ppl at the basketball court. The night was splendid. Under the moonlight, we reminisced our days in np until we fell asleep. I was shivering in the morn. Went to np room, and goodness, it was even colder!
Anyway, I am counting my blessings, yet again. Because India sqd and ci ridz gave me a good start in np! Thanks for the 30 pushups at the start of camp! The 70 half-squats, the 10 rounds around the quadrangle, the night in the tentage, the tedious rope obstacles, the well-planned night walk and the 'best female camper'!
NPCC I AM SO OVER YOU!!!!!
Still need to contemplate over signing on as WCI. But NO PLANS OF DOING SO at the moment.
This may be a little too late, BUT JC LIFE HERE I COME!!!
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[15 Mar 2009|04:35pm] |
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There's no one else.
Just You and me.
I am wondering if I should attend 9am church service every Sunday, so I'll have more time in the noon. But it's such a chore to wake up so early in the morn. If I go at 9, I can attend cell and the youth service as well. But there's something I'll have to forgo. :(
Marginal benefit must outweigh marginal cost. That cost is too big to forgo. It'll make me very upset.
My dressmaking classes are about to end in a few weeks time! We've only completed on the skirt. Just started on the top. I don't feel like attending Class 2 but it'll be sucha waste to give up!
Why is it that taxi drivers like to cheat my money? Once I took cab to school and it cost me $15+. Journey back cost me 17+. AND ONE TAXI DRIVER CHARGED ME 9BUCKS FROM TAMPINES ST32 TO ST82! :( Camp tmr!
Can't wait for founder's day dinner!!!
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[12 Mar 2009|05:07pm] |
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HELLO!
How nice that school ends at 2.30 for me today! Took me an hour to get home though. I should be joining taekwando instead of fencing cos the latter will cost me a bomb! And I prolly won't join medical society since I'm not too interested in science/ medicine. Today can be considered as the last day of Term 1 'cos it's games day in school tmr!
I am absolutely thrilled! Holidays=MUG! But I've got only 2 days to study and Term 2 is full of tests. :(
I should set up Nerd Club. Anyone interested?!
Tomorrow is a special day. :D
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